brainwashed

we live in a world wherein we follow the latest trend. it could be in gadgets, music, fashion and people. yes, that's the kind of place we live in. and the sad thing is that when that specific thing/person is no longer in vogue, we throw them away and wish they never exist. that's how we work. always has and always been.

but i would like to isolate myself from the others. i'm the kind of girl who likes preserving the stuff i know are worth keeping for. it could be the way i like to dress up, my family and friends.

Honestly, I didn't know why I typed all those. I guess it just popped into my mind. I just want to talk about what happened in the last few weeks. or months.

Here I go again, telling you a recap of what had happened. With 4 followers, I hope i can make something worth reading, not some weird crap i usually do.

So there I was in the newly painted service truck I rode for years. It was the first day of classes. It wasn't the first day I usually had. It was. BORING. oh yes, it was boring. Then I saw my gorgeous best friend waving at me, looking much prettier than before. eew i sound like a lesbo. kidding. I hugged her, because I truly missed her and our crazy conversations. Then, we had an acquaintance party, which was a little awesome. I was with my previous classmates the whole time and got to talk them about the new guy they've all been crazy about. well i think he looks..oh well, forget it.

The lessons are very much complex, compared to last year. Maybe because it is a preparation for us in college, which explains why it really needs to suck your brains up. AND we have to do our very best, since our third year card will be the one that we'll present in our application for crap-llege(college).

Then there was the projects. We were given 2 weeks to accomplish each, which was the hardest part of this quarter. I had to take a lot of power naps so that I can work on it. I wasn't really game for killing myself to get high grades for this stuff, rather I just want to finish them all. But for me, I think I did my best in all of them. There was this project in English, which was you're supposed to compose a poem in any topic you feel like expressing your opinion. I chose Music, because it's one of my great love. I even glued some pics of my fave music icons, which are the bealtes, U2, katy perry and lady gaga. But unfortunately, my teacher thought it sucked too much and gave me a grade that I know I don't deserve. It was really annoying. I failed my inspirations. But hey, if she thinks that I didn't do my best, then let her think of that. Because I don't give a damn what she thinks. I did my best, showed my great love for Music and inspirational icons and that is just what really matters.

And the last stop for this quarter, EXAMS. honestly, I didn't reviewed well. and i know that i don't deserve a high grade. but i promise that i'll do better in the next one. well, that still depends. ;)

Third year is just what I thought of. It's like a cold place wherein you have to find your way out to be able to survive. Wow, that's just deep. But I think this is where we are tested on how strong we are not only as a student, but as a person. This is the place where we need to express ourselves and let everyone know who you really are. Right now, I don't think that I'm expressing or letting out the inner me, but I am challenged. Challenged, in a way that I am motivated to do better.

BRAINWASHED. i am brainwashed. but in a good way. :)

always, X