quater 2nd. second quarter. either way, u still suck.

2nd quarter defines the real me, and that is being a full time procrastinator. It's been my thing ever since I was little, and I don't think it's possible to develop it the other way around since I find it very healthy for me. But really, I LOVE TO PROCRASTINATE.

I know that any time soon, I'll be on college and I have to be extra responsible in everything and all that blah blahs. I honestly think that my brain is not fully trained for those serious stuff that I know I'll find very challenging, because up to now I feel like all of this is a dream. My brothers keep telling me that college is different from high school and that I should be as hardworking as I never was before. This just scares me. And every time they ask me about what course I will be taking, my mind is not yet set for anything. But of course I got a lot of choices to choose from and already picked my top 5. But still, I feel like I'm already living in hell in high school already. AND COLLEGE WOULD BE LIKE WHAT, TWICE THIS?!? OR MORE THAT?!? I am paranoid man.

Okay so let's get to the point, 2nd quarter for me has always been my downfall. This is where I just don't take things critically, always relaxed on a anything. So exams were given last week, and guess what? I think I'll be failing a lot, especially the three-try subjects (namely Chemistry, Trigonometry and Geometry).

Chemistry's one tough subject, and I just don't why it's made to crash our junior year. I thought the whole thing will be on computations, but instead atoms got in the way. I was like, "Oh crap, we didn't even focused on this one!". We discussed it for ONE DAY only, yet it turns out to be the whole coverage of our test. Who wouldn't be depressed about that?

I honestly think that this subject is the hindrance of my high school life, and I need to put much attention to it.

The technical subjects were hard too, especially Drafting. I'm not good with drawing, visualizing and all that crap, which is why I decided that if I'll be choosing a course, it won't include drawing figures and cubes and all that %^&*.

This. Is. Why. I. Hate. 2nd. Quarter.

One thing I learned is that I need to change. I know that there's so much in me that I can show and I am 100% sure that I can put more effort in everything. I mean what's the use of this if all I do is keep complaining instead of moving? Come on guys, we are capable of doing anything as long as we believe in ourselves.

That ends this new post. Hey, don't worry. There'll be lots more :)

I'll be flooding your dashboard! (Nah, I can't do that. Only Denise and Teh Mitchie can. It takes years, intelligence, courage and love for computer to do that. Haha love yew both)

With love, X.