Free As A Bird

Thursday, September 30, 2010

so far so great?

hey there. it's friday morning and i should be sleeping by this time. but no, i got used to waking up early. no classes today (YAY!) and i'm freaking happy about it. so here's the deal, i'll update something then you're gonna have to scroll down and never read it again, okay? (LOLJK)

so here it goes, 2nd quarter is on its way to to the finish line as we are to take the exams next next week (NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) which means I have no time to spend some quality time with my boyfriend, tumblr.

just so you know, tumblr makes me effin happy. i super love how i can simply reblog and like every post i find really adorable.

but i'm not all happy right now. i'm effing depressed and paranoid like s#*@.

i don't know why, but the more i get involved, the less it makes me happy. and that's really crappy for me, now that i'm in the state of being less me. it sucks big time.

good thing i got my girls around, especially my J. she's always there to help, and her presence is something i can't live without.

but anyways, i can't always talk about this kind of stuff, since i'm really a bubbly, happy go lucky person.

so yeah, i got u updated. byeeee

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Oh Darling

Oh hi there :) There's nothing much to do around here so I figured to do blogging instead. Isn't ironic that I'm a type of person who hates typing so much and yet manages to fit myself into the cyber world. WEIRD. Anyways I'm here because I feel sad for this account since I don't use it too much. I feel like it hates me, which is why it doesn't want to be used frequently. So it's september 16 today [YAY!]. It's KCHAMJDV's 11 month and Nick Jonas' 18th birthday! [another YAY!] You know very well that I had a crush on that JoBro for a long time now. I may not be a fan of their music, but his personality is just irresistible. It's comparable to heaven. The same with Justin Bieber. But I guess I'm liking the music and his crazy dance moves. And just so you know, both guys can play drums <3......(wow>
1 month to go and KCHAMJDV is 1 year. I don't know if I should be happy or what, since the K is missing. I don't even know if we should celebrate for October since we're not officially complete. One is missing. Ever since I heard that she's gone, I keep dreaming about her. Mostly they turned out to be nightmares, and some were just filled with tears. I have no idea if she misses us or what, but the truth is that I know and she knows that we badly need to see each other. All of us. Right now I just feel like there's a missing piece in a jigsaw puzzle, a piece that cannot be replaced forever. I MISS YEW K, and I know that you miss us too. I love you best bud :(

September is a month for those who hates to be on the outdoors like me. New shows coming up and I found a new site that will make every teenage girls out there, TUMBLR. My friend recommended it to me, since I'm getting a little bored with twitter already. It's the new black. I so love it. You can just reblog whenever you want to. Like whatever you want to. It's just a click away. Speaking of which, here's my account! --> http://xtinewouldbepissed.tumblr.com/
Feel free to follow me (LOLZ).

This entry seemed a little lighter for me, since I usually type in deep thoughts about what I can observe. Ya like? Naw. 5 followers and I still stink.

With Love,
X.