a kiss with a fist is better than none

Sunday bloody Sunday. I was staring at the monitor for quite long now, so I figured it would be nice if I do a little blogging. Well, let's make that little a long one. I haven't updated since.......I don't even remember. So, let's get it on.

Things haven't changed much for the past few months. My hair is a little longer now, and I am so freaking delighted about it. It's just that some days I've been acting a little off. The reason behind my mood swings is mostly about school. 3rd year is not that fun at all. And the lessons are getting harder and harder every minute. I know that this was supposed to be my excelling year, but I can't put much effort to it than I did before. Whyisthissofreakinghard. Anyways, I just got news from V saying that she saw K at paseo last last week. Too bad she didn't even bother to say a simple "Hi" to my V. Oh and yeah some of my batch mates were there also. DEDMA TO THE MAXX. K, I know that you're going through a lot. You don't need to tell us right now what your problem is, but if you want to keep things that way and pretend that you have no idea who we are, then I'm totally cool with it. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU. I never thought you'd end up doing this to us. We love you and you know that. Maybe my mom was right, I'm just wasting my time thinking if you'd come and talk to us. Those silly dreams of you in it is just something I regret having.

Furious. I am furious. With my grades, friends, school and all that. I feel like my world is falling apart. But I am still thankful because I am beyond blessed. I'm really sorry if this post is a little distracting, but I just had to release my frustrations. But I think I'm all good right now. I know that life isn't always about candies and cupcakes, you also have to go through hell. And I do believe that things happen for a reason, although I have no idea if it is a good one. Maybe I'll figure it out in the near future.